First Love: A Litter on the Breeze (1998): “She taught me how to kiss… and how to forget.”

A Cinematic Whisper of Desire and Loss
In the neon-soaked nights of 1990s Hong Kong, where love stories are often loud, vulgar, or tragically overplayed, First Love: A Litter on the Breeze emerges like a quiet sigh—soft, haunting, and dangerously seductive. Directed by Eric Kot, this underrated film doesn’t scream for attention. Instead, it seduces the viewer with its bittersweet exploration of first love, carnal discovery, and the aching loneliness that lingers after the fire burns out.
This is not your typical coming-of-age film. It’s a confession—a secret wound opened on screen.
The Boy, The Woman, And The Kiss That Changed Everything
Leung is an ordinary young man—clumsy, shy, untouched by the raw force of desire. His world is safe, untouched… until she arrives.
She’s older, but not by much. She’s experienced, but hiding her own bruises. To him, she’s an enigma—a fleeting shadow in a restless city. She doesn’t offer him s.e.x like a lover, nor teach him love like a muse. Instead, she gives him something more dangerous: a taste of intimacy laced with sadness.
Her kiss is soft… and deadly. It awakens a hunger he never knew existed and leaves him forever chasing shadows of what could never be.
A Poem Written in Flesh and Regret
Eric Kot’s film isn’t about explicit scenes or provocative shots. It’s about what happens after the touch—about the silence, the confusion, the hollow space where desire and regret dance together. The film feels like an open letter to every man who mistook lust for love… and paid the price.
One haunting line keeps coming back:
“She taught me how to kiss… and how to forget.”
It’s a quiet stab to the heart—a reminder that some first loves aren’t meant to stay. They come to burn, to mark, to vanish… and to teach you how to carry the scars in silence.
More Than Just an Erotic Drama — A Wound You’ll Remember
First Love: A Litter on the Breeze refuses to be boxed into the category of a simple erotic film. It’s a tender, painful exploration of youth’s most vulnerable moments—when the body awakens before the heart is ready.
The s.e.x isn’t about pleasure. It’s about longing. It’s about the desperate need to connect, to be touched, to feel alive in a world that feels increasingly empty.
And by the end, you realize the film never wanted to excite you. It wanted to remind you… of your own first wound. The one you never speak about. The one you’ll never forget.